Felt so embarrased :(

I was walking down the street of ours when an old woman actually called my name. And said. “Kenji lalo kang PUMAPAYAT aa!” I dunno what to say. I felt so embarrassed on what she just said. I have no choice but to reply back. I don’t want to snob her. While walking, I was just thinking “are you fucking out of your mind? Telling me that I’m losing weight in front of the neighborhood while I look like so fat?? Ghaaad! Well I have no choice but to reply “hindi nga po ee, lalo akong tumataba” those words came out from my mouth because I don’t want to humiliate her in front of everybody, so the first thing I did was, i walk faster as I could so that people can’t notice what I look like. But since she’s an old lady, I have no choice but to respect her. *sighhh* awkward moment.. It makes me pissed off. :( ihope that it won’t happen again. Whew! It makes me so cranky right now. :(

I just love my bestfriends. :’)

Weird nanaman ng utak ko! Hahahaaaayyy

There’s a lot of things I want to mention in this blog. But I will just keep it short and simple.

First. always think: “what if” am all alone, thinking a lot of things about life, family and friends. Or just reflecting my self to a lot of things. can I say that am happy even if am not? Can I say that am sad even if am contented? Can I say that am contented even if am not? There’s always a shortage of something that I can’t explain. Maybe that’s life for me. ill never be complete. the thing that I always pray. To be COMPLETE :|

There’s a lot of way to be happy. Wish I can do such things for me to be happy.

ironic for me. Why do people always look for something. Something that they will be contended, while they have a lot of things that can make them whole. Waaaaa its to complicated! :(

I have a lot of friends. But how many of them are the true ones? How many of them can I give my trust without breaking them. Answer, very minimal. I know who and when can I do such things.

2 of them actually, I can consider them my real and true friends no matter what. Lucky for me I have two. Yes am really proud that I have two. Haha :)) I can forget all my problems when I’m with them, we can afford to laugh and share each others thoughts when it regard to ones problem. Lucky isn’t it?

Anyways. I don’t have much to say, but am not happy right now because of a lot of issues. I hope every thing will be fine. :(

DOTA, A SATANIC GAME.

… The truth behind this game DOTA (Defense of the Ancient) (A Satanic Game)

ANCIENT -
Question: who is ancient?
- answer: God but Satan’s disguises himself and deceives us, saying that He is the Ancient one.
Why?
who would you think you will defend on this game? whose defense is this? (with those cheats and verbal acknowledgments.. later to be discussed)

The obvious aims:
- to kill your enemy, to destroy the tree of life for sentinel, to destroy the frozen throne for
scourge, and TO BE BEYOND GODLIKE in this game.

The real aims:
- worshiping Satan through consciously enjoying the game.
Why?
- because this game is extremely a deception from Satan and you are actually enjoying it.

THE GAME
There are two bases or teams:
Sentinel vs. Scourge
Good ones
monsters
Human
dark evil
Weak
strong

CHEATS:
*WHO’S YOUR DADDY
- This is used to become stronger
- But actually this cheat pertains to admittance that your father indeed is Satan.

*GREED IS GOOD
- To have more money
- In Ecclesiastes 5:10-11 “Those who love money will never have enough„ the more you have.. the more people come to help you spend it.”
- It feeds your mind that it’s fine to love money because you need it.

*I SEE DEAD PEOPLE
- This allows you to see the map
- The truth behind is that, spiritually the players and those who are involved are dead; they don’t have real life for they are being used by Satan to praise him through this game. Dead people!

Verbal acknowledgments:
- OMG (Oh my God)
The Bible states, “do not use the name of the Lord in vain!”

- BULLs**t and HOLYs**t
Need not to explain.

- Good job / Good work
When you killed somebody you are being congratulated with a good job or good work.

TESTIMONY:
At the dawn of April 17, 2006, my brother (JIREH SINGSON) dreamt of 2 dreams.
First, he dreamt that Jesus is showing how evil dota is, then he woke up and blurted out: “ayoko na magdota!”
He fell asleep again and had his second dream, he was talking with a friend who in real life who doesn’t want to play dota anymore, when my brother blurted out once again, “ayoko na magdota!”, a man came near to him and laid hands cursing my brother. When they rebuked it in Jesus name, it disappeared. Then, when he shouted “hindi na ako magdodota kahit kailan!” Crystal Maiden (one of those unpleasing characters in dota) appeared in my brother and he told us that it felt like he couldn’t breathe, my brother rebuked it in Jesus’ name and told to it, “hindi na ako magpapabitag sa iyo, I belong to Jesus!”

Then he woke up and ran downstairs. He told everything to us and prayed for him. My father helped him renounce it
and right after he surrendered he puked, and we brought him to hospital.

Our family claimed that Jesus is victorious and Satan will never win.
He had a testimony about his dream the Sunday after he experienced it, after he witness, those who are involved in dota were prayed for.

Note: AKALA NG LAHAT LARO LANG ANG DOTA, PERO Si Satan, HINDI NAKIKIPAGLARO. He is using dota to pollute the minds of our youth.
- Faith Singson
Ephesians 4:27
Don’t give devil a chance!

First day…

First day of class - always boring for me, I don’t know someone here… Shitness! Hay… It’s like I’m hearing a cricket.. Kru kru kru kru…

Just listening to my music..while waiting for the class to end.. I hope I already know someone here..

nowplaying breakeven by the script. Waaa a girl in the same class always look at me..is there something wrong with my face? Do I look that bad? Wahaha that girl will stare at me then she will murmur with her seat-mate. I feel so conscious right now…wahahaha… :))

Well it’s just my first class of the day. :)) hope there will be something good to happen on my second class :D

SMILE

it’s been a while since i wrote my last blog.. hmmm…

it’s a long day.. when i was riding a bus, thinking of many things… one old man approached me and said: “SMILE son, just be positive. don’t let loneliness overcome you. everything will be fine soon.” i nodded back and said, “how i wish not to think of many problems that i had. i can’t do anything but to think of a solution to solve all of them.” before he leaves he left me with a quote. “everything will be fine, just do what is right for everyone.. be positive.. SMILE”

after absorbing what he just said, smile appears to my face.. but I’m still having doubts for my tentative solution… a friend told me an advice, “JUST DO IT” i may be having doubts, but everything will follow after you decide.. 

90/10 principle, what is 90/10 principle? 10% of life is made up of what happens to you, 90% of life is decided by how you react. am currently applying that principle looking forward that my life would be productive. :)) i hope it will work out! :))

i guess this would be for now…. see you next time.. :D

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 don’t ignore this folks.. where do you think you’ll be after death? come on, think.. your soul isn’t going to another being or animal, either Heaven or hell..

(Source: itsxcm, via myyumetenshi)